bored

phah! bored to death these past few days since im gonna leave next week and ive completed my job, so no new assignment for me. huk. bos, sy mahu keja! xnak makan gaji buta jer. adeyh. to kill my time (diee diee diiiieeee), i browsed lots of new interesting sites. ghost stories mainly. done with that, i go through my external harddisk. one by one. folder by folder. file by file. and found lots of memories, bittersweet esp during my internship period. to share some:

i got this from an excel file given by, hmoh, xhengat. haha. tp cam betol je ape yg dikatakan. ececeh. stubborn, loves attention (kes kuat capub la nh), loves travelling (sanggatt) and good imagination (hmmm hahaaha). tp tang sickness tuh cam xbtol. la nih more on heart sickness jer. saket hati memanjang. if it's not Ramadhan, trust me, you will remove me from your facebook due to my carutan. oh ke da ade orang buang? lalalala.

haaa ni mmg yg standard punye surat. sape xnk dok 1 geng. kate besfrens, mestilah nak segelak senangis, semakan seminum, sebantal sekantil. tiru meniru. alasan it's easy to discuss our subject tu, hm, hahaha. bolehlah bolehlah. adelah gak. tapi the most, sebab nk potpet potpettt.

yes, i really did write this letter to celcom. needed to go through eva since i was just the sublines. xde kuasa mutlak over my own number. haha. standed skang sume camni. haih nyusahkan btol. maap eva susahkan! but for those who know eva, memang terang terang la dia xsend letter macam nih. she edited the reason of me terminating the num. apalaa eva. xcool tol! haha

this was the tentative for one of Petronas's event. petah name dia. lupe da. went with eva and toy. was a fun nite and plus, we watched midnite movie of Transformers II. tapi bleurgh, disappointing movie compared to the first one. 

yeah, i miss my previous life. less complication, less feud, stupid stupid fued yg smpi ujung dunia xknal erti TAMAT, miss my friends and above of all, i miss being together with my syg. tsk tsk. cepatlah masa berlalu!

they say, time heals everything. but im still waiting..

14.08.10

how did you meet your balak?

when i was doing my industrial training at Airfoil Services Sdn Bhd (im lucky to meet lots of awesome germans there). i learned more about life than about technical there :P

he works there?

i wish but no, he's an intern just like me too but attached to a different department. 

how did you guys become couple?

oh wow, that's a long story to tell. but to cut it short, we become close after one incident with our friend. since that, we always e-mail each other at office. haha. and then we text. move on to calling each other monkey and bird (im the bird of couse. haha). he likes to call me hornbill! hoh. and he flirted with me (lalala, yes you did that first syg!). the Stair's Incident. hahaha. and then we went to our first unofficial date at Station One cafe (it was unplanned actually where suddenly everyone cancelled out our outing together). so we decided to go on our first real date. Italiannies (a bad choice but a great company i was with!) and Laundry. and. lalala. hahah. so i popped the question (since he's being sooo shy to ask. sigh). what are we? and he answered "i guess ive a malay girlfriend now". hahah that's the most romantic answer ive ever heard! muax. and taraaa, 14th June 2009, we are officially lovers. 

when did he leave back to Germany?

15 Sept 2009. a day after our 3months anni together. tsk tsk. but we had fun! we went to Moven Peak (another not so good choice) and spent our day together. and thanx to Miss Vicky to accompany me sending him off to LCCT. if she wasnt there, ive no idea how was i going to handle myself. thanx honey babe!

so how do you guys keep in touch?

haha with all possible ways, u name it! text and call of course, gtalk, e-mail and the closest we can get to each other is by skyping. ask my web cam how many times ive kissed it. hahaha. 

is he coming back to malaysia?

yes yes he is!! woot woot! but the sad news is, we both dont know when. he's going to apply here and i tried to apply to Germany too despite the chances are very low since i speak no german. but doesnt hurt if i try aite? so plz plz all the companies in malaysia, Thomas is a veryyy good and dedicated employee. trust me, i noe! huk

do you love him?

*KPAPPPP* of course i do! dont you have any more silliest Q? sighhh

what's the next plan?

waiting for him. miow miowww with him. plan for lots of vacations! and be with him longer than forever. 

anything you want to say to him?

yes yes. saayyyannggg, happy 14th month annyversary! we've been trough a lot and i might be not the easiest gf to handle (eleh as if you are!). but here, i want to say that no matter what happen, i only want you. it's either you or no one else, get it? i love you syg. much too much! muaxxxxx

last but not least, do you think he reads your blog?

-_-" he's my biggest stalker. PERIOD. 

annoying scenes

last nite, my parents and i decided to have our breakfast far from KL. Thistle Hotel at PD! so we left around 530pm and got some traffic right before Seremban but alhamdulillah we managed to reach there on time. the environment was nice and cozy. the food was good, well, not all. but it's okay when the cooks were fasting too. how can they tell if the food got enough sugar or not aite? i'd give 3 out of 5 for overall experience.

anyhow, i witnessed three annoying scenes last nite. read and judge for yourself.

scene 1: husband and wife

a family of four with two small kids. at first, i only saw the mom with her son. i'd guess around 2years old, not more. but the fact that she kept on scolding her kid makes me wonder. he is just a small child. and after awhile, her hubby with another child came. throughout the dining session, the dad was feeding himself, ONLY, letting her wife to do all the jobs. now i get it why the mom got cranky over her children. this is common nowadays. wife is not a slave la guys. try putting yourself in her shoes and you will know how hard it is. isi tembolok sendiri je. bodoh! gilir gilir la jaga anak. wat anak suke, jaga xtau. bongok.

scene 2: friends and handphone

two gals with a guy. the other two gals been chatting with each other and guess what the guy did? 24-7 with his phone without even care about his friends. nah, this is common. sangat sangat. hanging out with friends and you are busy with phone, facebook and things. if there is no effort in knowing or talking to your friends, dont waste your time going out with them, dont waste your money. just simply eat your food and date with your phone at home. not only you dont care, you annoy your friends too. if you check your phone for once in awhile, that is totally understandable. but for 2 conservative hours? you've got to be kidding me.

scene 3: parents and daughter

a dad, a mom and a daughter. i noticed that the daughter didn't even move since they sat while her parents busy stalking the food. okay, maybe she just wanted to take care of the table they had. but when i peeked on her after azan, she was eating. okay, where did her food come from? ah never mind. few moments later, her mom went to get some more food while she's busy with her phone. and to my surprise, her mom was actually getting her food! and not even once i saw her left the chair to get her own food. and when i was refilling my drink, i saw with my own eyes that her mom got her the plain water that was less than 5 meters away from her. OMG. and she's like 18+! and her legs were perfectly normal. she even wearing a fancy pump shoe with 2-inch thick make-up that if you put her next to Ju-on, you wont see the difference. now noww, can you imagine how her mom treat her at home? dang. ko da besar kot mangkok! xyah spoil nak mampos blh x? have some heart for your mom la and maybe it's your parents' fault too for spoiling you too much. haih. 

but in conclusion, i had fun with my parents! yummm. can't wait for my sisters to come back home so that we can go hunting for nicer food! yummm!

takabur

TGIF y'all! i survived a week in my new environment! bajet cam battling in some kind of war je poyonye. biar, saya xpeduli. weehoo. to my surprise, there will be a tazkirah session every Friday morning here in Sapura Energy. i was like, wow, that's good great! hey im not being sarcastic here mokay? i really feel that's a good way to gather everyone around and share some thoughts that are not about workloads. and a great way of giving reminders. i think this should be implemented in, if not all, most of the offices in malaysia. they should they should. especially the ones that are all (or mostly) with Muslim staff. eh even non also can join. no problemo what. just to share some info.

so what did the tazkirah for today was all about? TAKABUR. yep that's the word. which means, in malay, sifat riak or as what Sarizal explained, the attitude of being arrogant and dont want to accept the truth. it was a nice and interesting topic chosen as it implies in our being. dont tell me that there was never a moment when you felt like you were better than everyone. tipu tipu nih. and he explained nicely about the history of takabur, the reasons, how to avoid yadda yadda (xingat sebenarnye. haha). so lemme ask you guys, when was the first time ever, takabur exists? 

*10secs is up*

when Allah asked Iblis to bow to Nabi Adam and he refused. Iblis said, "why should I bow to a creature who was made by soil where i was made by fire?". see, Iblis being takabur. and the first takabur human is...?

*5secs is up*

when Qabil's sacrifice was not selected because he was not that sincere in his giving to Allah. and still he said he deserved it better than Habil. and plus, he committed the first murder in human history. 

anyway, yeah, there were lots more but i couldnt really recall all of them. not that i wasnt paying attention eh. oh oh now i remember. Sarizal also said that there are three stages. the first one is takabur, which is highly not recommended to be applied in our life. the second one is tawaddu' which is the perfect and right way to be followed. the last one is pessimistic which is also not a good choice. basically, to not being takabur doesnt mean we have to be pessimist, like, not having any confident in self, letting others picking on you all the time, always giving up and sort of things. been said so many times that in life, balancing is the most important. you cannot 31 been praying and you also cannot 24-7 been working. work as if you gonna live for another thousand years and pray as if you gonna die tomorrow. well, not saying im good. im learning and still wna learn more to be a better person, a better muslimah, a better daughter and the best girlfriend (haha). 

so i guess im gonna stop now as i need to take out my truffle from my ovens so that i can beat my syg in baking life. hua hua hua. eh maen la. besstttt.

till next time guys. oh i will try my best to give an input in my blog after every tazkirah. at least, ade la gak good things from here other than anger and loveydovey. hua hua hua. 

tutuuuuu

haaa baru teringat. Allah gives us two ears and only one mouth. why? because He wants us to listen more than to talk. and Jews knew ady about the existence of Nabi Muhammad SAW and they knew that Nabi Muhammad SAW was the right one because they studied the kitabs. but since Nabi Muhammad SAW was not Jews, they refused to accept him eventhough they knew he was the one. this is also a takabur example, refusing the truth. there are sooo many other examples in takabur. should try and google. Sirah is always one of my fav subjects!

my life so far

heho guys and girls. basically my lovely readers and commentators. and not to forget my haters. whoaa it's been awhile since i wrote something on my blog. abandoning this Bubble II is soo not my attention! just been busy with life.  2 months being so called nanny and bibik and now living my life as a staff of Sapura Energy. says who that being a "housewife" is not tiring and furthermore with two small "kids"? penat! and my mom is a super wonderwoman. wake up as early as 6 am, making sure my dad is well fed and oh, dont forget the lil ones that keep miowing until they have something to chew in their cute mouths, cook for our hungry tummies, go to school and handling stubborn yet annoying (sometimes can be cute too) lil monsters in school and come back home. well, i skipped some of the job descriptions to make this post as short as possible. i love you ibu! 

anyhow, the main point here is, i learned soo much while staying at home like being a better daughter and kinda preparing myself to be even a better wife (haha). and i never thought that keeping a house (and family) is that hard and expensive! before this, i didnt even bother on how much it costs my parents to pay the bills, houses, cars and the kids' needs. seeing the numbers on the papers wowed me. and for that, im grateful. so from now on, im trying my best to not wasting unnecessary "payments" :P

and here im, sitting behind the desk in my office pretending to look as busy as possible, writing about my life. i've been given the opportunity to work here at Sapura Energy and i will try my best, to do the best (cliche la sgt. haha). but seriously, it is damn far from home la. up to 40 km and rm 6 for toll on one way trip with estimated at least rm 300 per month on fuel. ok lets do some maths here people. 

Tolls    2 x rm 6 = rm 12/day x 20 days/month = rm 240

Fuels   1 x rm 70 = rm 70/week x 4 weeks/month = rm 280

so basically i will spend rm 520 per month on the road only. ONLY. haih. oh i havent calculate the total for tiredness. which is equal to countless and speechless. whoa. next mission on the line is hunting for an apartment/ room to rent as soon as possible. any vacancy guys? subang area and bukit raja, puhleez? mati mak oi ari ari jam. urgh.

so far my life here (eceh baru 3 hari keja kot) is good. a bit bored. standard what for the first week. but im expecting loadsa work coming up soon! woohoo cant wait to be a career lady. haha nyampah, saya setuju. and i was surprised that before i came, there was only one lady in the office, Kak Gee! giler tabah. she's nice and been helpful throughout my noobieness in working environment. you wouldnt believe that she's a mom of four just by looking at her. siyes. otai kot. haha best best. overall, i didnt see anyone that can annoy me (yet? haha hope not!). looking forward to see what life has to offer me! woohoo.

ok jom zohor.

tutuuu

p/s saje nak blagak yg saya travel sejauh ini ari2 :P

saman

was on our (apiz and I) way heading to UTP for Halliburton Recruitment day when I noticed a car gave me hi-beam right after Tanjung Malim. Mokay,got roadblock somewhere somewhere. I decelerated and still up until Sungkai,there were at least 3 more cars giving me hi-beam. And taraaa, there were white suited with fierce moustache and pumped bellies checking on plate numbers. Acted confident with sweetest smile on my face, I tried to pass the policeman. And, haih, he asked me to park. A policeman approached me and here's the conversation:

Polis: mintak lesen dan ic cik.

Me: huu sorry abg. Rushing sbb ade interview.

Polis: da tau ade interview,npe xkua awal2?

Me: da tadi tp jam giler kat kl. Huu nk kena saman ke nh bang?

Polis: yela.

Me: alaaa bangg. Jgnlah. Sy ade interview nh. Sy tgh xde duit nih. Huu tlg la bang..(i wasnt lying when i tell you there were lil tears in my eyes. saman rm300 lom bayaqq lagii)

Polis: haih bistu cmne nh?

Me: hmm xyahla saman sy ek bang.

Polis: kalu cmtu,kne blanje duit kopi la nh

(Siyes ak blur time nh)

Me: uh nk blanje kt mane cik? (sambil berpk mane nk crk nearest kopitiam kat tgh2 highway nh)

Polis: laa blanje la.

Me: em em sy ade kacang (smbil tunjuk cashew nuts yg br beli)

Polis: tlg sy,br sy tlg awk.

(Cett br ak phm)

Me: ehh sy xnk bg rasuah.

Polis: bistu cmne?

Me: em em jgn la saman sy. Tp sy xnk bg rasuah. Tlg la bang. Sy tgh xde duit.kje pun xde lagi.

Polis: hm xpela,jln la.

Cehhh tgh pom pang pom pang psl rasuah,dan2 gak ade polis mtk rasuah .but I was lucky, saman xyah, rasuah pun xbg. Haha. Sile jujur dalam wat tugas yer! Len kali klu ade polis mtk, just tell them straight to their face that "sy xnk bg rasuah". Kompem malu giler.

14.07.10

me: yay another 11 months to go!

syg: 11 months to go for what? (giggling)

-_-"

yeah maybe you are not as excited as i am. bluekkk! there are a lot of possibilities what will happen in 11 months. one thing for sure (hopefully!) that we are holding hands somewhere somewhere (beach sounds good) after having the most romantic dinner together and we both whispering, telling how much we love each other (which obviously i do more) and gently ....*censored* hahahaha.

you said that no matter how much you saying you love me, you are worried that it might not be enough to express your real feeling. guess now you know what i've been through this past 1 1/2 year eh? that i can't express myself enough how much you mean to me, how much i want and need you, how much you've changed my world and most importantly, how much i love you. i really really do sayang.

happy 13th month anniversary sayang....

i miss you tau...

:'(

the best cover letter ever

everyone, well, not everyone. most UTP students are now (referring to NR just like me. haha) busy applying for jobs.  so does my lovely hubby. lets hope that both of us will get job as soon as possible and as close as possible to each other! and he's been writing cover letters and ive been checking on it to ensure no grammatical errors. and then, i received the latest cover letter from him yday via e-mail when i was soundly asleep after being cuddled with his lullabies. here how it sounds and then you can judge if he's the sweetest guy ever!

I’m writing to apply for the position as your sleep guard. I will provide my lips and kissing skills for a good night kiss each night to provide you comfortable feeling before I make use of all my singing skills and voice to sing you lullabies within the language of German or English… maybe Malay will be possible later too. I’m confident about that I can make use of my warm body and my arms to hug you and make sure you have enough blanket and wont freeze during the night. Furthermore I can provide all my protection skill against ghost and nightmares to ensure your safe and success within your sleep. I hope I’ll hearing from you soon regarding my application.

In love you sincerest

Thomas Kremser

you are hired syg! salary of forever and eternally by your side, bonus of flowerish love in each second of your life, medical benefits of hugs and kisses throughout your days and lots more (which we can discuss later. haha). urgh, seriously, i'll never ever find someone like you again (not like ive that intention though :P) and for that, i will just stick with you eh? hahaha love love love you thomas kremser! muax 

cheating is bad

relationship w/o trust and honesty does not worth the time. being cheated is the last thing i'd want to feel when i'm with someone i love and care. i've been there. i've been cheated. not once or twice. more than that. old saying says "you fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me." i was a fool for believing that a cheater would change. there is no way of such thing can be happening. and people say everyone deserves a second chance. maybe they do. maybe they dont when they are worthless like that person. anyhow, im over it. hell yeah im. long longgg time ago ady. that cheating taught me a lesson. a life lesson. 

and im just so happy, couldn't be happier. im finally with someone that i couldn't imagine to be with in hundreds years. he's more than what ive been asking for. he gives me the world. he makes me feel beautiful and smart (which i dont think im). he's not a cheater. he's just a damn good liar when he says that to me. and i sometimes always fall for that. sheesh. i can get diabetes (God forbids) just hearing his candy-lips saying sweet stuff. and yes, i do miss tasting touching that juicy lips (with my fingers, of course ;P). overall, i miss you sayang and i love you cherry much. can't wait to see you in person. MUAX!

i know there are still a lot of people out there that have been cheated or cheating on their partners. a crime that there is no way for forgiveness, let alone to be forgotten. some pics i bumped into while browsing. kinda funny. what would i do if my syg cheats on me? hurm. naahhh, he wont. why bother burdening my brain thinking for something that wont happen aite? tehee. love you babeh! 

it would be much better if she put the last name of Steven so that everyone will know aite? IF i were her (big IF okayy), i'd put on some of his ugliest naked pics. 

now this is what i'd call as caught pink handed

scumbag

*ouch* never make a woman angry y'all

and one more way to teach your cheating partner is to humiliate them. i like this one. haha. neway, be happy with your partner guys and please, please be grateful that they are near to you. being apart between South China Sea or Lebuhraya Utara Selatan or Pantai Timur, that's nothing guys. trust me. tsk tsk. 

bieber fever

found this cute video of 3YO gal crying over justin bieber. haha!

and this is the original video.

credit to my cuz sheila. thanx babe! tehee

tapak kaki and christiano ronaldo

kakni is a step away from becoming an aeronautical engineer for navy. uyun still has years from now before we can call her cikgu uyun, officially. what is the pattern here, if you see any? oh oh. forgot to tell you guys. my dad is a retired air force officer and my mom is a teacher. can you make it out what i am trying to say here? navy, air force and teacher, teacher. exactly. everyone is following our parents' footsteps. and here i am, standing by my own feet. kalu x, nk diri pakai kaki sape kan. being the second child, what do you expect? how familiar this saying is to you, "anak kedua mmg laen sikit". it might be as old as a century but boyy how i hate to say that it is true. i wasn't happy with that saying before as it showed as if i didnt belong to the family, like an outcast, not from the same root. but as time passing by and this brain of mine is getting more mature each day (u'huh), i believe different means special. haha. ye, ayat penyedap hati. but today, i just realised that i do follow my dad's footprint. as summons collector. haih. mane nak carik rm300 nih???   

and owhhhh one more thing! take a look at the pics below. 

found any similarity? other than gorgeous, ridiculously cute and muscular body (astaga). here's the hint. small, tiny, black dot. the mole! except that his is a bit terjatuh dari landasan. maybe this is why im a bit different? maybe im his long lost lil sis? maybe im not even a malaysian? im a portuguese? wow. what a breakthrough! 


*knock *knock
wana, sila bangun dari mimpi and pegi mandi skrg. match da nak start nh.
-_-"

14.06.10

wow, im 10 days late! kinda busy with my unemployment. haha. anyway, thanx for the ppt and poem syg. they are lovely. too sweet la you. beware or i will get diabetes soon (God forbids)! i love you i love you i love you baby, i really really do. a year of happiness syg eventhough we are miles (thousands of it, hmph) away from each other and still you have the charm to make me smile and shade my tears. now tell me, where can i get someone like you? nowhere! thanx baby for being the greatest lover for me. i couldn't ask for a better one when i have the best, am i right? haha. and im wishing (pressing my thumbs) that on 14th June 2011, we will celebrate it together, for real, hand in hand, and have our getaway together and get at least one kiss from you. at least. eleh, as if i have to ask to get more than one eh? hahaha. muax!

happy 1st year anniversary 

honeyplum

aiyark, low quality la. i will send you the original copy eh. hee

Doomsday 2012

Doomsday 2012. my dad was excited when i told him ive that movie on my external hard disc. so did my mom. so we decided to watch it instead of FIFA or WWE. that means a lot if you know how my dad will argue with everyone in the house every Tuesday nite at 10 pm so that he can watch WWE. so i put it on the tv and we were kinda, really, excited! i havent watch the movie when it was a hit. after awhile, Uyun came and asked why the movie was different from what she saw on the cinema. and i said, maybe there was another version (confidently saying). so after 10 mins, Uyun said that the scene we were watching wasn't in the 2012 movie. so i dug up through Google and haih, it was a different movie. hayo. but well, we were halfway through the end, so, we continued watching. and the more i watched, the more i regretted. honestly, it sucks. big time. the actors and actresses were totally plastics and even Fasha Sandha can act better. this shows how bad the acting was. and as a believer and a Muslim, i found it ridiculous, a total messed up story. who can stop doomsday? we can predict that the judgement day is in 2012 or 2020 or whatever but in the end, only He knows when and once it happens, not even superheroes or menteri or avatar (haha - sorry pis, saja jak mok anok kawu) can stop that from happening. but whatever it is, the bottom line is, the movie is not worth watching and one word for it, LONGKANG. 

ini ialah bodo

5 years mannn

huaaa. so ive finally done with my 5years in utp. boyyy i tell you, ive learned a lot from it. engineering of course but not only that. i learned about life, love, friendship, etc. see, told ya, a lot! and im hoping that ive become a better person than i was before. in terms of maturity and on how i view the world. okay okay, i think this is getting borriiinnggg. haha. but whatever it is, my final year in utp sure did teach me more than the other 4 years. and i bet, if not all, most of you feel the same or in the same boat as i am. this is the year when you feel like you've lost some of your friendships, some of the time on unnecessary things and even yourselves'. and this final year taught you how to survive in this cruel world (this is a bit exaggerating, i know), how you come to your senses that this world is not a bubblebath and you learned that you need to be heartless and care less about others' feelings if you dont want to get hurt. i learned it either in a hard way or the easy way. whoa, i nagged a lot today. i better stop now. shush now wana. next entry will be about what i see/saw, feel/felt and experience/experienced throughout my life in that isolated yet kinda-happening-lil-place called utp. stay tune. 

xoxo

gigi susu

i saw this link by flyfm about my milk toof. SANGAT KIUT!