cheating is bad

relationship w/o trust and honesty does not worth the time. being cheated is the last thing i'd want to feel when i'm with someone i love and care. i've been there. i've been cheated. not once or twice. more than that. old saying says "you fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me." i was a fool for believing that a cheater would change. there is no way of such thing can be happening. and people say everyone deserves a second chance. maybe they do. maybe they dont when they are worthless like that person. anyhow, im over it. hell yeah im. long longgg time ago ady. that cheating taught me a lesson. a life lesson. 

and im just so happy, couldn't be happier. im finally with someone that i couldn't imagine to be with in hundreds years. he's more than what ive been asking for. he gives me the world. he makes me feel beautiful and smart (which i dont think im). he's not a cheater. he's just a damn good liar when he says that to me. and i sometimes always fall for that. sheesh. i can get diabetes (God forbids) just hearing his candy-lips saying sweet stuff. and yes, i do miss tasting touching that juicy lips (with my fingers, of course ;P). overall, i miss you sayang and i love you cherry much. can't wait to see you in person. MUAX!

i know there are still a lot of people out there that have been cheated or cheating on their partners. a crime that there is no way for forgiveness, let alone to be forgotten. some pics i bumped into while browsing. kinda funny. what would i do if my syg cheats on me? hurm. naahhh, he wont. why bother burdening my brain thinking for something that wont happen aite? tehee. love you babeh! 

it would be much better if she put the last name of Steven so that everyone will know aite? IF i were her (big IF okayy), i'd put on some of his ugliest naked pics. 

now this is what i'd call as caught pink handed

scumbag

*ouch* never make a woman angry y'all

and one more way to teach your cheating partner is to humiliate them. i like this one. haha. neway, be happy with your partner guys and please, please be grateful that they are near to you. being apart between South China Sea or Lebuhraya Utara Selatan or Pantai Timur, that's nothing guys. trust me. tsk tsk. 

bieber fever

found this cute video of 3YO gal crying over justin bieber. haha!

and this is the original video.

credit to my cuz sheila. thanx babe! tehee

tapak kaki and christiano ronaldo

kakni is a step away from becoming an aeronautical engineer for navy. uyun still has years from now before we can call her cikgu uyun, officially. what is the pattern here, if you see any? oh oh. forgot to tell you guys. my dad is a retired air force officer and my mom is a teacher. can you make it out what i am trying to say here? navy, air force and teacher, teacher. exactly. everyone is following our parents' footsteps. and here i am, standing by my own feet. kalu x, nk diri pakai kaki sape kan. being the second child, what do you expect? how familiar this saying is to you, "anak kedua mmg laen sikit". it might be as old as a century but boyy how i hate to say that it is true. i wasn't happy with that saying before as it showed as if i didnt belong to the family, like an outcast, not from the same root. but as time passing by and this brain of mine is getting more mature each day (u'huh), i believe different means special. haha. ye, ayat penyedap hati. but today, i just realised that i do follow my dad's footprint. as summons collector. haih. mane nak carik rm300 nih???   

and owhhhh one more thing! take a look at the pics below. 

found any similarity? other than gorgeous, ridiculously cute and muscular body (astaga). here's the hint. small, tiny, black dot. the mole! except that his is a bit terjatuh dari landasan. maybe this is why im a bit different? maybe im his long lost lil sis? maybe im not even a malaysian? im a portuguese? wow. what a breakthrough! 


*knock *knock
wana, sila bangun dari mimpi and pegi mandi skrg. match da nak start nh.
-_-"

14.06.10

wow, im 10 days late! kinda busy with my unemployment. haha. anyway, thanx for the ppt and poem syg. they are lovely. too sweet la you. beware or i will get diabetes soon (God forbids)! i love you i love you i love you baby, i really really do. a year of happiness syg eventhough we are miles (thousands of it, hmph) away from each other and still you have the charm to make me smile and shade my tears. now tell me, where can i get someone like you? nowhere! thanx baby for being the greatest lover for me. i couldn't ask for a better one when i have the best, am i right? haha. and im wishing (pressing my thumbs) that on 14th June 2011, we will celebrate it together, for real, hand in hand, and have our getaway together and get at least one kiss from you. at least. eleh, as if i have to ask to get more than one eh? hahaha. muax!

happy 1st year anniversary 

honeyplum

aiyark, low quality la. i will send you the original copy eh. hee

Doomsday 2012

Doomsday 2012. my dad was excited when i told him ive that movie on my external hard disc. so did my mom. so we decided to watch it instead of FIFA or WWE. that means a lot if you know how my dad will argue with everyone in the house every Tuesday nite at 10 pm so that he can watch WWE. so i put it on the tv and we were kinda, really, excited! i havent watch the movie when it was a hit. after awhile, Uyun came and asked why the movie was different from what she saw on the cinema. and i said, maybe there was another version (confidently saying). so after 10 mins, Uyun said that the scene we were watching wasn't in the 2012 movie. so i dug up through Google and haih, it was a different movie. hayo. but well, we were halfway through the end, so, we continued watching. and the more i watched, the more i regretted. honestly, it sucks. big time. the actors and actresses were totally plastics and even Fasha Sandha can act better. this shows how bad the acting was. and as a believer and a Muslim, i found it ridiculous, a total messed up story. who can stop doomsday? we can predict that the judgement day is in 2012 or 2020 or whatever but in the end, only He knows when and once it happens, not even superheroes or menteri or avatar (haha - sorry pis, saja jak mok anok kawu) can stop that from happening. but whatever it is, the bottom line is, the movie is not worth watching and one word for it, LONGKANG. 

ini ialah bodo

5 years mannn

huaaa. so ive finally done with my 5years in utp. boyyy i tell you, ive learned a lot from it. engineering of course but not only that. i learned about life, love, friendship, etc. see, told ya, a lot! and im hoping that ive become a better person than i was before. in terms of maturity and on how i view the world. okay okay, i think this is getting borriiinnggg. haha. but whatever it is, my final year in utp sure did teach me more than the other 4 years. and i bet, if not all, most of you feel the same or in the same boat as i am. this is the year when you feel like you've lost some of your friendships, some of the time on unnecessary things and even yourselves'. and this final year taught you how to survive in this cruel world (this is a bit exaggerating, i know), how you come to your senses that this world is not a bubblebath and you learned that you need to be heartless and care less about others' feelings if you dont want to get hurt. i learned it either in a hard way or the easy way. whoa, i nagged a lot today. i better stop now. shush now wana. next entry will be about what i see/saw, feel/felt and experience/experienced throughout my life in that isolated yet kinda-happening-lil-place called utp. stay tune. 

xoxo