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ive been postponing this post since two weeks ago. and since im waiting for someone in IRC and getting bored in each min (and also pissed off and tired of something), why not scramble all these feelings and unleash them. so please be reminded that some contents of this post might be too direct for some people. and why would some people find it too direct? sebab trase la kn.

ok we've been living among intelligent and smart and gifted people. some work their ass off to achieve what they have today and some are just simply special. but no matter how they got what they are now, the one thing that differentiate these people from being liked and disliked is how they share their brains/knowledge and things.

and after 4years, you guys should have known who are and who arent the liked people. i encountered many people yg pandai but somehow they managed to show that they dont believe in" sharing is caring". there was once when we had an argument about accidentally shared answer-booklet but yah whatever. eventhough their reasons were kinda hm-hm but sure.

and i remember asking someone about his assignment but when i tried to take a look at his work, he just hid his answer. this may sound like "so what" but the problem was, the assignment was the computer software and how la aku nak copy assignment ko tuh. and btw, i didnt ask to copy, i were only asking how he did it.

ok moved on from the past. the one that i wna tell you is what had happened to me last two weeks. but it started earlier btw. i asked this particular person a bit about his fyp. and if he happened to have the installer which is ANSYS. and yes, he has it. but once i asked for the installer, he simply ignored my gtalk eventhough he was online all the time. ok fine. then a week later, i gtalked him again and asked if he could assist me in installing ANSYS. once again, he ignored me. and he was online all the time too.

firstly, it was just a fcking installer, not ur fyp reports. secondly, i only asked you to assist me, thats all. if you were busy that time, couldnt you just simply said,"wana, aku bz skng nh. later can?". susah ke nk taip? and when i told my frens about this person, one of them said that "mmg geng dorg macam tuh". she experienced once with one of the geng when she asked about ECONS project (ala, yg korg kne amek senior punye fyp tok jd rujukan tuh) and he just said no to her eventhough he wasnt the one who did the effort to take the fyp thingy. ape busok pnye prangai. not like she wanna copy project ko pun.

hey that geng, yah you might look cool and friendly and sort of things but being a guy and kedek ilmu, thats just a turn off laa. and yes anda semua pandai tapi ape guna pandai melangit tapi xreti nk bantu? da la sesame bangsa kot. mmg la malay mmg suke spoon feeding nh tapiii lemme get this straight. ktrg bukan nk copy tp nk rujukan. we all are not that stupid pun nk photostat sume hasil kerja ko. haish.

and thanks to Akram for helping me with my ANSYS. and for me, Kicap is the best role model. he's smart and doesn't mind to share. mudah - mudahan dipermudahlan urusan kalian and only Allah je yg blh balas. pergh kalu Asba and Kicap bace nh. hahaha.

so sape yg trase, id say, "ade aku kesah time ko xksah?"

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yes, that's me.