"maaf ganggu. nk bg tahu yg exbf awak meninggal dunia 5 hari lps. kne langgar lori dkt highway mse nak blk kg. arwah pesan bg tahu mcm ni klu dia da xde. ingat ayat arwah untk pesanan ini gurauan tp btl2 tjdi"
sigh, another lie to avoid paying off ur debt? i slept off again coz i noe, it was a bluff. when i woke up second time, i made a call to my so called ex bf's house to make sure if he was still alive or not. and guess what? his lil bro said he just went back to ipoh yesterday.
i called him up and asked what the hell he was trying to do. and that was when i found out that, it was Aple. at first, i couldnt believe myself. if this real or what? but based on what Shah said, Aple's cousin told him that news. and Aple even called him few months back and sounded strange. still, i had my hard time to believe it.
i googled a bit about the accident and then i came across this blog saying that she lost her uncle a month ago. the descriptions of him in her post kinda matched with Aple. i mean like, working at Taiping, hometown at Lambor and his family called him Wan. but to be sure, i asked Shah, what was Aple's job. and he said, a postman. gosh, they matched. so he really is gone..
i wish he forgave me ady for all my wrongdoings
i wish i can tell him the real reason why we broke off
i wish he didnt hold any grudge against me
i wish...
sigh
so many things that i wish for but i know it doesnt mean anything anymore
the only thing that i can do now is wishing him well in the other world
may his soul rest in peace
Al-Fatihah
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