PMS

i wanna lash out whatever shit that ive been hold for quite sometimes

first
it's a bit too late for you to come back to me and ask if we can do it all over again right?you like the taste of regrets, that's what you gonna get. i'm not even thinking to start all that shits again coz i know it's so fucking not worth all my time.i gave you endless chances and you burned it all. so,what's the point of giving you another one if we both know that you gonna blow it again?so suck it up and shuh.

second
im sorry if i hurt you in any possible way.siyesly, i never meant to do that. it was supposed to be a joke and i know now, it's a stupid one. i like you the way you are and i hope i didnt ruin anything between us. you are such a great friend, not sure if i deserve you. from the deepest and from the bottom of my heart, im sorry for everything.

third
it's not too much for asking for some freedom and trust in me. you guys know me better than that. and i can take care of myself and i'll do more effort on it if im all alone. i know you guys love me and you know that i feel the same way too. but it's a bit unfair for you guys to not letting me but you are okay if the others do it.and i know im always different from the rest and always be the one who rebel a bit too much. but plz,im not outthere to do something stupid.im just having fun with my own way. and being poles apart, plz dont compare my life with the others.

fourth
i miss my ladybugs so much that i cant express it with words!thanx for always being there for me and im always looking forward to see you gals. this internship thingy really pokes me and makes me realise how much you guys means to me.muax GALS!!!

fifth
muax to someone!!!