how much your smile cost u?

siyesly,i dont know why is it so hard for people to SMILE :)

it's not like you have to pay or need all your muscles to actually smile.some say we use 4 muscles to smile,64 to frown.there's no exact number but the point is,we use lesser power to smile!and even that,some found it difficult to do it.siyesly that type of people should be living in a cave instead.

there are two GUYS (lemme call them Y&Z) in the company who have this problem.i used to smile to them EVERYTIME we bumped to each other and guess what,they dont even bother to look at me!they choose not to acknowledge me and walk away.is my smile not big enough for them to actually notice?if that the case,why everyone else seems to 'detect' my smile?weird~

i still remember how Y treated me on my 2nd day of work.Uncle Harry was introducing me to all the staff in the department.when we reached at Y's desk,Uncle Harry told him my name.Y looked at me(at that time,he was doing some work) and i cracked a smile for him.he nodded and right after that,he turned his back to me and continued his work.what the fuck man!he didnt even say HYE!it's not like i was desperately need his attention or whatever,but gosh!he's rude,that's my first impression.

for guy Z,i never actually been introduced or talked to him but we always bump into each other.so as a happy-go-lucky gal (cewah),i smile at him all the fucking time.but it's been like 2weeks and he still didnt even smile back at me,i stopped.there's no point being nice and sweet and pleased him while he didnt deserves it.

now,i dont smile at them,at all.haha.even when they look at me,i'll simply do the poker face and look away.to be honest,they are NOT the hottest guy on earth pun.dan sejujur2nye,dorg mmg xhensem!siyesly.i noe it's a bit harsh but so what?u mean nothing to me and u are non of my concern.take that 'gorgeous'!