stalker sangat

satu benda la yang ak xphm and nyampah yang dilakukan oleh seteng facebooker nh. standard la kan kalu nmpk member tu in a relationship, mesti kompem nk "open link in new tab" fb partner member tu. kasi usha itu photos, info sume la. ye ye, ak wat sume tuh. tapi rase2nye, xdalah sampai satu extend nk add partner member tu walhal xpnah kenal pn. ckp pn xpnah, apetah lagi jumpe. mmg ultimate stalker la. haish. rimas seyh.

lelaki2 yang tak guna

saya, Nur Hazwana Kabol, tidak menghalalkan RM500 yang dipinjam oleh Shahril bin Shahran yang sudah bertahun tidak berbayar dengan pelbagai alasan sehinggalah beliau langsaikan hutang tersebut.

dan juga En Afiz yang telah melanggar bumper kereta saya tetapi tak bayar - bayar sampai sekarang.

nampaknya kalian tidak hairan makan duit haram. maka haramlah duit yang dipinjamkan itu.

sekian, terima kasih

kesalahan

as for me to write this post is not saying that i'm the expert in this matter nor have lots of experience about it, but just wanna share things that i've been seeing these past few years of my life. no man is an island. so mmg heaven la when we are in a relationship and thingies like that, as said in my poem.

tapiii, on that ninth cloud, we tend to do mistakes. so, what are the common mistakes done by couple?

mistake #1

we said we will accept them as the way they are. but once they change a bit, we ask,"why you are different than before?". pasir kat pantai pun blh berubah, nh kan plak manusia. ape lah salahnye pahamkan dorg sikit and try to be the best for them BUT only to those yg deserve to be treated that way la kn. kalu prangai cam setan, blh brambos la ak nk jd angel tok ko.

mistake #2

once the trust is broken, there is no way to patch it back altogether. ive learned my lesson here. kalu da dasar xleh caya n dok curang je, mmg leh mampos. maybe la you all akan ckp,'xpe, i'll gve u one more chance.' tapi tanye la diri sndri, korg kompem ke leh caya blk kt dia? xda sekelumit rase was2 pn?

mistake #3

org slalu ckp laki nh kejam kat pmpuan. tp xsume cmtuh. kadang2 drg jd cmtu because we let them to be one. kalu dr mula2 lagi ko dok asek angguk2 je dia ckp pape, mmg nek lemak la.

mistake #4

standard sentence, 'treat people the way you want them to treat you'. enough said i think.

mistake #5

dlu tme lom kapel, geng bukan men ramai. mne2 p ngan geng. tang da ad kapel, geng pn tah kmane. lupe kwn. lupe tme dia sunyi, kwn tpt dia ngadu, tpt dia ronggeng. bile da clash, br terpiat2 crk kwn blk. kalu ak, mmg buang mase aaa ak nk kutip ko blk kn.

mistake #6

ckplah kite da ader makbapak tok kongkong (nt applicable to everyone). ko tayah la nk tmbah2 plak. nh smpi nk g lpak ngan kwn pn xleh. tmbh2 plak member opposite sex. bukan ko sorg je jantan or tina yg idop sbg makhluk Allah tuh.

mistake #7

bg password. not my style. maybe for others but not me. gle xda privacy dah. nt saying that ive the possibility of cheating ke ape but let say la ur frens r talkin bout gossip that shudnt be out and it happens that the gf/bf of urs ngah cek2 emel or fb, xke kantoi? or even worse, malu kot. i mean, on behalf of ur frens la. pastu kang ble da clash, xsmpat nk tuka password, dpt lak gf/bf yg gle, dia wat taik kt korgnye emel or fb. xke naye?

mistake #8

dialah dunia ko skng. parents family tolak tepi. palehotak ko.

ok abes idea da wt mse nh. maap ler atas kekasaran di atas. post ini ditulis atas dasar geram dan nan tika mood tgh tak baek.

till next time!

oh btw, sume di atas adalah berdasarkan my observations and self-experience (some). maka kalu rse xstuju tu, xdahal pn. view masing2 kn? janji kome bahagia

"it is human to err"

da xda name len ke?

toy yg pas nate nh ngan aku. gud job toy. haha

haa sile la pakai tok wangikan part2 yg sepatotnye tuh. ilang bau, tahan lame okkk. citrus mint lagi tuh.

he said, lullubye

 Schlaf, Kindlein schlaf!
 Der Vater hüt't die Schaf,
 die Mutter schüttelt 's Bäumelein,
 da fällt herab ein Träumelein.
 Schlaf, Kindlein schlaf!

 Schlaf, Kindlein schlaf!
 Am Himmel ziehn die Schaf,
 die Sternlein sind die Lämmelein,
 der Mond der ist das Schäferlein.
 Schlaf, Kindlein schlaf!

 Schlaf, Kindlein schlaf!
 So schenk ich dir ein Schaf,
 mit einer goldnen Schelle fein,
 das soll dein Spielgeselle sein.
 Schlaf, Kindlein schlaf!

 Schlaf, Kindlein schlaf!
 Und bläk nicht wie ein Schaf,
 sonst kommt des Schäfers Hündelein
 und beißt mein böses Kindelein.
 Schlaf, Kindlein schlaf!

 Schlaf, Kindlein schlaf!
 Geh fort und hüt die Schaf,
 geh fort, du schwarzes Hündelein,
 und weck mir nicht mein Kindelein!
 Schlaf, Kindlein schlaf!

 my fav lullaby by him. will try to practice so that i can sing for him later. yosh! but first, need

 to soften the tongue coz it's gonna get twisted just by singing this song! phew. why la german

 has to this hard to master? hayo

dia yang saya rindu

ohhh Tuhan

saya, Nur Hazwana Kabol, teramatlah sangat rindu dengan si dia. saya rindu semuanya tentang dia. saya rindu nak pegang tangan dia, nak dalam dakapan dia, nak cubit dan sepak dia, nak belai rambut dia. rindu sangat - sangat. takde sape pn paham cmne rindunya saya dgn dia. tiap kali kami berdating (aka skyping), saya sentuh skrin laptop saya dan membayangkan jemari saya membelai pipi dia. saya cium webcam ibarat saya mengucupi dia. tibe - tibe saya harap yang hantu the ring yang keluar dari tv tu boleh dipraktikkan. tapi tak bolehkan? sedihnye saya. 

lagi tambah sedih saya kalau saya pergi tempat yang saya dan dia selalu pergi. kota damansara? ipoh? taiping? ni nanti saya nak pegi penang, lagi la saya rindu. dah lar duduk tempat yang same nanti. sedih. Tuhan je yang tahu kan? bile saya tgk couple dating, Tuhan je yang tau betapa saya cuba tahan sedih. saya jeles. bukan sebab balak dia lagi hensem ke ape, tapi sebab dorang dapat dating. tapi saya? saya rindu dia. bilalah agaknye saya blh dating dgn dia? tak lame lagi kot.

sebelum tido, saya bayangkan muka dia. Tuhan je tau betapa manisnya senyuman dia pada saya. dan betapa indahnya suara dia kedengaran di telinga saya. apatah lagi time dia nyanyikan lullaby tok saya bile saya da mengantuk. lepas tu curi - curi snap gambar tido saya dan send kat saya tok gelakkan saya sebab saya tido dengan mulut terbuka. tapi saya suka bile dia pandang saya tika saya mamai nak tido. Tuhan, saya rindu dia. takpe, nanti dia datang balik kan? nanti saya nak dating dengan dia puas - puas. saya tak kisah sengsara sekarang sebab saya tahu, dialah hadiah untuk saya. 

Tuhan, terima kasih untuk dia...

abg polisi

jojo and i were on our way to fetch eva at the train station when there was a road block right in front UTP. so with high level of confidence shown in the face, we passed the police officer slowly. but still, he asked us to stop. he looked at me and asked for my license and id card. while he was checking the cards, he said,

"cermin mata pink. tu yg xblh tahan tu."

ingat budak2 je yg pakai shade pink skng hoh?adeyh

14.01.10

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu
Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..
Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Sempurna - Andra and The Backbone

Selamat Ulangtahun ke-7 Syg

Saya cinta awak sangat - sangat

Rindu awak juga

happy new year!

still not too late to wish you guys a very happy new year! wish you all the best in life and hopefully, your resolutions are done before next year. yeah, mine too as well (pressing my thumbs harder!). and yesterday, i celebrated my very first new year celebration. if you really know me, you know why (heehu). so i went with my bestie, jojo, to the curve for that. we had fun eventhough some parts of the event kinda bored us a bit. some highlights that i wanna share here:

• the emcess were great. not only because they are hotties (joey g!), but they know how to keep the crowd alive
• that lil kid mohamed really tickled our hearts by his selamba act of moon walk
• despite of some dropping drumstick incidents by kl drumline corps, they still managed to amaze us
• the boring part was when there was a singer (ive no idea who he is) sang for 5 songs in a row. that's a bit too much. before that, there was a girl, also sang some songs. and gosh, she's sangatlah gedik. singing with skimpy skirt on stage? tot of flashing something? nothing bushy plz. aannddd they sang in chinese. all of the songs. they even talked in chinese (and very lil of english). oh sgtlah xsuka part mereka sb xphm satu haram pn.
• jac, as always, a bomb! ive so much respect of her. she's very fluent in english, also in malay. and she sang lady g's songs! awesome awesome awesome!
• unfortunately, superman malaysia only had one song before the countdown began. seemed like the unknowns sang too much (sigh). but he got the chance to sing again after that. but but but, he did things that kinda shocked me. not sure if everyone heard it. i heard he said,

"dancers, plz come up to the stage."

"no one wants to come up?"

"come on, take responsibility"

"omggg be responsible!!"

• after that, he continued singing. marah nmpk bang?
• the fireworks were just okay

gladly we had no problem (no mat rempit, phew) after that other than got lost a bit while searching for kak ena's house. eventhough i was bushed, i had fun! and wishing to celebrate it again next year, somewhere somewhere, with my lover by my side. heee. and he said, we can almost start counting for the day he's coming back. yesh!

i mish you sweetheart, i really do

see you this year!! owwhh this sounds sooooo good!!!

budak

i was about to take out my money from my purse when the baby who was in his dad's arms saying,

"duit. duit. duit."

wah, kecik2 da mata duitan

Belang

my mom saw him laying on the tarmac, under her car. so she told him," kalau nk ikot aku blk, tgu kat cni pas abes skolah ye." (ya, all of my family members have a talking-to-cats syndrome). and there he was, still sleeping on the table near my mom's car. so he was brought home and named Belang.

lots of cat come and go. but none of them is as special as him. dont get me wrong. i looovveee all my cats. citam, nandos, kfc, mcd, laila, abu, kenet..ok, ive lost track of all their names. sigh. lemme briefly describe this one particular cat.

• he only makan rice mixed with ikan rebus
• he didn't eat kulit ayam goreng
• he didn't like to share. it's either he had his own plate of rice or he will just wait till everycat was done eating
• he miow when my mom locked him out of her room at nite
• he had special weird miow-voice
• when he's in a bad mood, it's better if everyone stayed away from him
• he scratched everyone but my dad
• he greeted my dad when he returned home
• he came back home when he heard our cars
• he could open the oven's door
• he's good in stealing food on the table

there are still a lot of things that i can list up about him. but too many! phew. and why past tense? coz he's gone. our dearest prince of the house is no more there. it is said that when the cat knows that the time has come, the cat will go away as far as possible from its owner. most of our cats were like that. including him. he just went missing. and never come back. and my dad never talk about him anymore after that...

it breaks our hearts. all of us. 4 years with him. he's the best cat after Tompok, who died after being ran over by a car (fuck you driver). but yeah, we all know that all animals will be in heaven after they die. im sure he's a looott happier now, right Belang? we all love and miss you and still do. and i guess, you left us with Comel eh? he really looks like you! his fatness and cuteness and the way he sleeps. but the only different is, he's not as fierce as you. no cat as fierce as you btw. hoho. love ya doll!

oh, forgot to tell. he's sooo feymes in our neighbourhood that months after he went missing, the neighbour in front of our house asking,

jiran: Belang mane ek? da lame xnmpk

uyun: dia da ilang da

jiran: ooo patotlah da xnmpk. sejak belang xda, tikus byk kat umah auntie

and guess what? since he left, there are a lot of male cats come to our house to ngorat our gorgeous cats. when Belang was still there, they didn't even dare to cross our yard. sigh. miss you tuan muda Belang...

giving birth

my youngest sis was trying to explain about the natural birth. i mean, without doing the cesarean way. instead, she called it as "manual birth". how women deliver baby automatically then? Reverse gear or Drive? haha

on Christmas eve

when we were on our way to Desaru, my dad told us this story he experienced by himself. it was the Christmas eve, back when we were still living at Salak South. he was very sure that he heard something at the back of our house. due to curiosity, he went to the kitchen and tried to listen carefully. it sounded like "kling kling kling". like someone was jingling the bell.

he thought, "santa claus?!"

he peeked through the windows andddd he saw a cow crossing the road with a bell around its neck. funny ayah.

ho ho ho

"Oh, jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh
Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh"

Merry Christmas everyone!

14.12.09

uh, 6 months ady syg? that means, it has been 3 months since i was left alone here, in this deserted country, with no kisses from the lips i crave for, no touch from the hands and fingers that i used to hold, no huge firm ass (haha) i can kick, no honey brown hair i can stroke and certainly no hugs in that warm arms and body when i sleep.

be reminded dear,

im sooo gonna claim all of the above when you come back! gggrrrr

i love you syg, i always do and when i do it, i do it more than you do towards me. and you can't argue with that coz that's the truth! and we both know that i miss you like cuckoo here aite? so, before i go all weng2, you better be here with me yah. im serious. im dead serious about this. see me laughing? no aite? gggrrrr

happy 6th anniversary baby
big fat smack kiss on your lips!
MUAX

and btw, thanx for the poem. it's beautiful!!!! see, im melting again. hayo, sweettalker!

may cause nausea

euw and yek are what im gonna call them. what's the point of having make up cost a mountain if you can't even take care of your personal hygiene? and for public sake, you guys are celebrities! everyone is looking at you, snap every movement you do. ok enough talking, lets just look at the pics below, shall we?

kelly rowland-can't imagine how the people down there feel

grace jones-full package, all went wrong

julia roberts-if i were the interviewer, oh wait, plz NOT

britney spears-her miserable life can be the excuse

the fact that they were wearing sleeveless tops and proudly showing of the bushes makes me wonder.

and who says that only women can be as disgusting as above? check this out y'all

wesley snipes-*puking*

leonardo-the cause of the sinking of the titanic, not?

john mayer-someone need to lawn here

personally, i dont mind with guys having hair at their armpits but plz, dont think we need to see anything grows longer than 5cm there. phew. and if you are that lazy, just wear short sleeve yah.